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Being at The Actor’s Studio was a godsend. You could go
and work on different scenes and experience different characters
and I learned on my feet. I worked with some incredible people including
Lee Strasberg, and it really was an amazing and creative time in
my life.
The first TV show I ever did was The Outcasts of Poker Flat in
1958. I enjoyed that a lot because I loved working with [my co-star]
Larry Hagman. He played my fiance and watching him work on the show
was a magical experience. It was live TV so it was like being on
stage. The cast consisted of George C. Scott, Ruth White and Janet
Ward, Larry Hagman, and me. We rehearsed over a Jewish delicatessen
and it was so much fun. But then when it came time to shoot, I froze!
I thought, ‘Oh my God! I’m doing this before millions
of people and millions of people are going to see this!’ I
clutched, you know, I clutched, and I can remember thinking ‘I can’t do
this!’ But then, from off camera before my entrance, I started
watching Larry’s scene. I was watching him on the monitor.
He looked so handsome and capable, I just fell in love with him.
You know, like you fall in love with someone in a movie. I thought
to myself, ‘Lane, you get to work with him!You get to love him.
Now go out there and do it.’ That took all the fear away.
I just breezed through the rest of the performance. That was my
entrance into the world of television.
My first Broadway play in 1959 was J.B. by Archibald
MacLeish, which was based on The Book of Job. I got the part because
the director, Elia Kazan, had seen me do several scenes at the Studio
and liked my work. He called me in and had me read for the part
of Jolly Adams. It was a little seven-line part...a young girl with
a bunch of women, all of whom had survived a nuclear blast. Elia
Kazan liked my reading and gave me the part. Even though I only
had seven lines, I used them to help me hone my craft as an actress.
During the rehearsals for the play I heard that my coming out ball
was scheduled back home. My agent asked Kazan if I could be excused
to leave the Friday after rehearsal and go and make my debut at
the Driving Club in Atlanta on Saturday night and come back on Sunday
to be ready to rehearse on Monday. I’d already had my dress
made---it had an upside down rose on it and it was lovely. I think
my wanting to make my debut in Atlanta must have tickled Kazan as
he said to me, ‘I’ll let you go if you would bring me
back a picture of your debut.’ Of course that was easy enough
so that’s what I did! (laughs)
While I was still in J.B., I auditioned for Gypsy.
My audition consisted of doing a song from Can-Can, titled I’m
A Maiden Typical of France. I had done it once back in Atlanta
and it was cute and very animated. While I thought I did a pretty
good job, I didn’t get the part. After they were in rehearsal,
my agent called me and said ‘Lane, they are getting ready
to fire the girl who is playing Dainty June and they want you to
go to the next dress rehearsal.’ I went to the dress rehearsal
and I can remember feeling really upset that this girl that I was
watching was probably losing her job.After the dress rehearsal I
was told they had decided to fire her and hire me. Over the next
three days I had to learn three songs and two dances...as well as
how to twirl a baton and a lot of dialogue. They were already out
of town in Philadelphia so they sent someone to rehearse with me
at a studio in New York as twirling a baton is not easy! Not only
that, but I had to twirl while going slowly into a split. A couple
of batons wound up going out the studio window because I’d
never done that before in my life! I had always thought I was a
classic dancer, you know, and that people who twirled batons were
kind of cheap white trash, so here I was twirling batons, trying
to learn something that I always thought was cheap! (laughs) Anyway,
I learned what I needed for the role and the first night they kind
of just pushed me out on stage. I don’t remember anything
about that first night, I just remember people yanking clothes off
of me and yanking other stuff on me and shoving me toward the stage
entrance and I went out and did the best job I could.
I think there was a lot of resentment towards me from some of
the cast of Gypsy because they really loved the girl I
had replaced. I remember that Ethel Merman was not supportive at
all. Nor was she fun to work with. She had her performance all mapped
out and it never changed. She would never look you in the
eyes...she only looked at your forehead. I guess that was so if
you did something different, her performance wouldn’t be effected
by it. It was so totally the opposite of what I was learning at
the Actor’s Studio and the way that I worked naturally. However,
when Merman did the song Rose’sTurn at the
end of the show I used to watch her from the wings because she always
got tears in her eyes. That was fascinating to me.
The only people that were supportive in Gypsy were Jack
Klugman and Sandra Church. I felt their support from the very start.
From what I understand the producers had replaced the other girl
with me because my voice was more of a belting voice, like Merman’s.
I was like a child version of Merman, you know, my voice was really
big and brash.
I had absolutely worshipped Jerome Robbins, the choreographer
on the show. But then when we got into rehearsal, I found him to
be really, really frightening. Because I went into Gypsy so
fast, I was constantly trying to catch up. In one scene I was supposed
to move this little teapot so that Ethel Merman could sweep the
flat silver on the table into her purse without being caught stealing.
But, in order to make a clean sweep, I had to move the teapot to
another part of the table. It was simple, really, but I forgot to
do it. So I got a note about it and then the next night I forgot
to remove it again. I got another note and I thought, ‘How
do I remember to do this?’ Well, since I was a fledgling member
of The Actor’s Studio and had learned a lot about sense memory,
I said, ‘Okay, before I go on stage I’ll do sense memory
about really needing tea and then I’ll remember to pick up
the teapot and pour myself a little bit of tea.’ But I got
so involved with doing the sense memory, I again forgot to remove
the teapot! (laughs) And I got another note. After the
third or fourth time of doing this, there was an announcement one
day during rehearsal that ‘There will be a teapot rehearsal
for Lane Bradbury in the lobby at 4:00.’ So at 4:00 I went
out to the lobby and the stage manager and I worked on the scene.
He would say the line and I would move the teapot to the side and
then he would put it back again. Then he would say the line again
and I would move the teapot to the side and this went on for over
half an hour. It was like writing ‘I will have better self
control’ 400 times on the blackboard. So then when I went
on stage I was thinking to myself, ‘Remember to remove the
teapot, remember to remove the teapot.’ Well, I was concentrating
so much on remembering to remove the teapot, I forgot to remove
it again. I came off stage and I was going up to my dressing room
and Jerome Robbins was standing at the top of the stairs, waiting
for me. He just looked at me and screamed, ‘You fucking little bitch!’ I
immediately knew what I had not done...removed the teapot. So the
next night I did the performance, I remembered to remove the teapot
but when I went to get my batons from the back of the end of the
train, they were gone. After I got off stage, I went to the stage
manager and asked, ‘What happened to my batons? They’re
not there.’ Jerome Robbins was standing behind the stage manager.
He said, ‘I took your batons so you would remember to remove
the fucking teapot!’ Oh, it was a nightmare. A total nightmare.
I think I got so frightened of him after that that I just went into
a state of paranoia. I was so afraid of him that if I knew he was
in the theater watching me I would mess up. Every time.
I was terrified of him. It was a humiliating experience. On opening
night my agent gave me a teapot. A little golden teapot for my charm
bracelet. (laughs) That story is in a couple of books about Robbins
and every bit of it is true!
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